March 2005: Another Tragedy, More Questions By Homer Kizer A lot of tragedies have involved
firearms since 1968, the latest in this country to
occur was a week ago in the Living Church of God services in A bomb kills as effectively as a
gun and with greater indiscrimination. Yet Israelis, where paranoia and
pessimism might be justified, live with the daily threat of suicide bombers. As a twelve-year-old high school
freshman in 1959, I was first exposed to endtime biblical prophecies that
seemed more tangled than the backlashes in the True Temper baitcasting
reel I used salmon fishing. My dad had died a year and a half earlier. Mom
would, within a few weeks, marry a Seventh Day Adventist, a decent but poorly
educated man that I didn’t then respect. I refused to believe that the
whole world could be wrong, except for the Adventists, the only
Sabbath-observing Christian church of which I knew. So I set about to prove my
stepfather wrong … was it paranoia and pessimism that convinced me that
if a person were to believe in God (I didn’t want to), the law remained
in effect. Christians were no longer under the law, for the law was now inside
the person, written on hearts and minds. Murder committed with the hand had
become anger or hate committed with the mind. Adultery committed with the body
had become lust committed with the mind. The Sabbath wasn’t changed to
another day, but went from what the body did on the seventh day to what the
mind thought. What had been outside had relocated itself to inside the person.
Luckily for me, or so I thought at the time, I was strong enough to resist the
lure of myths and historical nonsense. Instead, I hunted yearround. Firearms became first an interest, then a hobby,
and finally a vocation—and I sold rifles to many coastal residents who
suffered from paranoia and pessimism, who planned to defend themselves against
an oppressive government that would have to pry their guns from their cold,
dead fingers. None of these pessimists were overtly religious. They were, if
anything, survivalists, bent on defending what was theirs from all takers. They
were the pinnacle of being physically or naturally minded. God didn’t
enter into their sight pictures as they practiced hitting very small targets at
extreme ranges. I had a five-hundred-yard range alongside the house. Plenty of
these fellows could hit a paper plate at five hundred yards their first shot
and every shot after that. A few could consistently hit a target the size of a
coffee mug with every shot at five hundred yards. And this was with hunting
rifles, not benchrest rifles. These irreligious survivalists
practiced shooting because they believed that society would soon collapse,
their belief fostered by the increasing impingement of civil liberties. But the
firearms related tragedies of the 1960s didn’t involve these
survivalists, who were willing to live and let live. And after a decade or two
of intense paranoia, these survivalists had quit believing that it mattered
what the government did. They grew weary of shooting the same targets, so the
year 1984 quietly passed. Western fervor for rebellion or succession ebbed
away. James Watt successfully turned, as President Reagan directed, the
Sagebrush Rebellion into a historical footnote. A new generation of paramilitary
survivalists emerged, a generation unknown to me and seemingly dangerous to
society (because of their unfamiliarity). Although some of this new generation
subscribes to the two-house (of Unto this stage of paranoia and
pessimism, the Living Church of God is a pacifist, a fellowship that spurns
violence and abstains from military service. Like its theological predecessor,
the former Worldwide Church of God, the Living Church of God continues to teach
much of the prophetic misunderstanding borrowed directly from the Reform
movement, which saw the The law went from outside to
inside. Circumcision went from outside to inside. The error the Living Church of God
makes is not recognizing that others beside themselves have the Spirit of God. Terry Ratzmann
is an anomaly, an individual influenced by more than paranoia and pessimism. If
he had intended to kill others beyond those that he did murder, he would not
have left the rest of the box of ammo at home. Apparently, he lost track of how
many rounds he fired. He knew he had to take his own life. He killed himself
with four rounds left. The miracle is that four additional people were not
harmed. In 1972, a bunch of us who had
been shooting were sitting around a campfire. One fellow asked, "Whatever
happened to Dave Oleman." Another fellow said, "He got
religion," as if religion were a contagious disease. Then Gary Gettman, assistant pulpmill superintendent, said,
"You’ll never know who will fall next." I knew who was next. I
was. A thought that had the apparent substance of a thing said you’re
next, I’m next. I didn’t want to be
religious; I wasn’t looking for answers. I was perfectly content building
guns and hunting yearround in rural It isn’t a steady diet of
paranoia and pessimism that causes irrational behavior. Rather, a diet of doom
and gloom wears a person thin in a short while. The passing of time continues.
Europe, even if suddenly hostile, is far less of a threat than the former Prophecies sealed until the time
of the end have now been unsealed. Unfortunately, the Living Church of God
doesn’t understand these prophecies, or the timing of their fulfillment. The spiritually circumcised nation
has been living through a single, long spiritual night of watching since the
House of God’s paschal lamb was sacrificed at Professor Freeman rightly
identifies the failings of the Living Church of God—"The presiding
evangelist and council of elders make decisions, and church members simply
obey"—but he fails to understand that it isn’t the so-called
theologically eccentric tenets held by the LCG that is the problem. Rather, it
is the absence of individual evangelism that leaves members frustrated and
separated from both the world and from the hierarchy of the organization. A
Terry Ratzmann can live for years as a faithful
member while having very little human interaction, but the Body of Christ
doesn’t consist of loners. The oneness of Father and Son and disciples is
an attribute made necessary by the timelessness of the heavenly realm. All that
is in heaven must co-exist with all that was and all that will be in a dance of
oneness that incorporates every glorified child of God into one body. * * * |